i have a lot on my plate!

Gosh, time flies in a blink of an eye.

and we're celebrating ramadan!!
heh, how I miss fasting in kl now!

I'll be here in uk until couples of week before Aidilfitri. 
first time haaa puasa lamalama jauhjauh(selain belajar). 
sebelum ni balik jugak. paling lama seminggu puasa 
tempat orang.

in meantime, I've been doing all sort of jobs! design, 
planning a wedding, starting business and center! ini tak 
include job anis lagi. alhamdulillah, rezeki! it may be a lot, 
but I want at some point tackle everything that I can do, 
while I'm at it. one of elder cousins did gave me some words
of wisdom, telling me I should start young, while I'm able 
and have the strength. turning 23 in december, i must say, 
if it is not now, then when will it be?

i'll let you know how's everything soon, alright?

on the other hand, 
since we both went silent(in that way?) with each other, 
I decide to back off and put down my hope of becoming 
dear Mr. ***** girl.

my mantra is, maybe it's not the right time just yet. 
cause if he is, he will be. 

thus, happy to say I'm moving forward with my life, 
happy to explore everything world has to offer and even 
though it hurts, and I must not lie, even though it sucks, 
the frustrations and whatnot, I should be glad, he is still 
part of my life and we're on good terms (perhaps it is 
because we haven't been opened up about our feelings, 
particularly, me telling him that I've been liking him since 
forever).

MOVING ON.

it is sad to hear that ever beloved Qaseh got snatched 
while on her way to internship's office. dear snatchers, 
you'll rot in hell. lucky she's safe. stay safe ya bff. 
jaga diri elokelok. I want you in one piece the next time 
we meet.

anyway, 
wishing everyone a happy ramadan. 
and I'll be writing back, soon :)