deep inside

This past weeks have been memorable weeks in my life regardless the ups and downs, well, even the globe turns around kan? It’s a good thing I’ve been patching up things with one of my friend.  And it’s good to see friends having new relationship and being happy about it. The not-so-good-thing-but-I-can-still-handle-it is the fact that I’m single for a while now. Haha. Been jealous for sometimes now. Tapi I'm still believe there’s something very awesomely good for me out there for being single and happy about it for quite sometimes now.

Teringat kata kata amal yang pesan that she wants to see with my other half soon and the next time we gather I’ll be with someone I can introduce to them as my significant other. Such a hard challenge for me. Haha.

Saya ada sesuatu yang ingin saya bincangkan dengan seseorang but I can’t seem to find the perfect timing to talk about it. Actually I’ve been trying to keep a spot for this one person but lately I’ve become not so sure of this. Dear you, I hope you’ll read this and I know you are, you’ve become my blog reader since I told you I have a blog. I hope you will notice this and let me know when is the right time to talk, okay?

I’ve been very positive lately, too positive that I can’t even believe myself for being too optimistic about everything. But something make me realized that I don’t want to wait and get my hopes up high cause when it crushes down, it will take me down too.  I’ve been in that situation before and let me tell you, I don’t like it a bit. Even one tiny bit! 

As far living in Middlesbrough, it has been good. Not great. Haha. Bukan tidak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, in fact I’m really thankful, Cuma I’ve been missing kl, muar, kb damn much! And gombak too.  Living in condo was one of the best thing that had happened to me sebab kat situ I met Dzaf, Helina a dear friend I love so much, amal and few important others. Haha ada ke istilah few important others?

2012 will be a great year. Especially for this exchange student program period.  I’ve been enjoying everything :)

And yes, I am hoping to find someone. It has been a lonely year last year.  Sudah sampai masanya I spend my weekend watching movies and strolling around with seseorang. Haha.

And If tak berjumpa pun, I do believe it’ll be a great year. Turning 22 this year means I can start voting, embracing adulthood and make myself a responsible and committed person! And of course realizing my dream of becoming a designer.

Go! Go! Power Rangers, eh, Go! Go! Naqisha!

p/s. to amal-pidot and Qaseh-syazrin, so happy for you both. be happy and don't break hearts :)