emi.emma.me.ayu.iffah
who's she? well, who are they? these pretty people are my bestfriends masa kat ireland dulu. especially emma and iffah. sorry emma dear. lost nearly all my images from back then due to virus.
lepas baca entry kat blog emma,terus mengenang kembali kenangan kat uni dlu. gosh, sekarang ni diorang yang se-classmates dulu dah nak daftar masuk sem critical. congrats you guys, DPA A julai 2008. I've not been with you guys to the finish line, but my thoughts are always for you guys. *pentipuu* tapi betul la. rindu korang kut. best lepak ngan korang.
at first, aku anggap emma ni gedik. entah hape hape. siyes. my first impression on her was bad. like andre leon talley would quoted it "drec-titude" well. she's good in her studies. I was considered by her as a competitor in our class. hahaha. tapi dia taktaw yang aku sucks in neurosurgery, urology and paediatric surgery at that time. time flew and aku makin rapat dengan emma ni. rapat dengan iffah. I shared my thoughts witth them. and when they got the news that I'm leaving for uia *course yang sangat aku suka. ok, tipu. , a farewell was threw for me and azie. time tu, azie, one of our classmates pun dapat the same uia as I was. tapi she got quantity surveying, while I got Interior Architecture. emma, iffah and the rest of our gangs were there. dalam seminggu before hari last aku kat uni, aku makin rapat dengan emma ni. and lepas masuk uia pun, memang selalu jugak in contact with them. so, mana pegi first impressions aku on emma tu? hahahha..go figure.
then this come to my mind.
what if I stayed? hurm. lepas reading emma's entry pasal her so-famous-not-gonna-tell-you-his-name ex, terus terfikir, WHAT IF I STAYED back then? dengan siapakah aku bercinta sekarang? *its not like I'm seeing anyone right now* macammana la pointer aku sekarang? aku masuk bertanding untuk JPP tak? *gila kuasa cenggitu la*
I don't regret of having what I'm having right now. I'm appreciating my life every single day.
cuma, her entry makes me thinking, the reason why I don't actually in search for new other half of me for now, is I'm not over the old one just yet. mungkinla. I'm moving on. and it's not I don't find one, tapi untuk jump into a new relationship, I need to build trust first. I need to know that I can trust this guy. I need to sure I can trust myself to be able to be me and the best of me for this guy.
aku nak bercinta dengan dia boleh?
choi seung hyun-oppa
jal duro, saranghae!
berangan la kan. kan?
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