terlajak perahu, boleh diundur

suddenly, i went thru my mind. the past, that is.

reminiscing the past, i'm laughing with myself. the stupid things i did, the whole thing. oh, if i could only turn back time.

but, it wont be so much fun to be remember if you got everything right, doesnt it?

i like it, my past. eventhough sometimes, i badly wanna turn back time to change few things, but, for now, i like it how it is. it puts smile on my face.

i'll shake my head. laughing at myself and making mental notes, to not doing any of it AGAIN!

hahaha~

for me
past things = experience

that is how you learn things and become more better than who you were the day before

banyak benda yang aku nak buang dari pale otak aku tentang masa silam ;

1. *the thing*
2. masa gaduh dengan bestfriends
3. moments dengan F
4. stupid things i did
5. *the other thing*

and few more.

tapi, what'll i be if i turn everything the other way round?
i supposed, i'm not studying ARCHI right now, perhaps something else, i'm sure.


teringat kata-kata seorang senior sekolah dulu
"nak turn back time? kalau nak, try ambil jam kat dinding tu, pusingkan balik jarum jamnya. let's see, ada perubahan tak?"

mendengar jawapan tu aku senyum tanpa bersuara
masa tu, lampi lagi.
tak mampu agak jawapan kakak tu, sindiran atau gurauan

huhu
she's in UM now
pursuing her degree

just curious,
i wanna know what it'll turn out
if
i didnt go to SMSAB(P),
i didnt go to SSP after PMR,
i didnt go to PLKN,
i didnt go to NUI,
i didnt go to UIA

cuz except PLKN, the others,
aku perlu buat pilihan

dan opportunity cost-nya amat lumayan
bagi aku


masa silam ni, hanya best kalau fikir zaman childhood yang mana kita hanya main setiap masa
tak perlu fikir masalah orang dewasa

dah meningkat ke alam remaja baru merasa sedikit rencah dunia orang besar
kebanyakkannya, time-range tu yang kita nak ubah kan?


setiap keputusan ade pros and cons kan?
nak tak nak, kena live with it