i began writing for my blog month ago *rasa-rasanye.. before i know what a blog means.
using my Yahoo account, i set up an emo blog.
telling all the despairs, sadness, the grey moments and all emo's stuff.
describing somewhat my life's sucks.
terpengaruh dengan budaya emo yang semakin growing at that time.
all my entries are dark.
my bros dont know this blog.
i intend to write my stories. i meant, my days, my feelings and what's happening around me. i've considered once to publish a short novel of mine in my blog.
tapi cancel sebab walaupun SPM, BM 1A, my writings basically was totally amatur.
perhaps syed alexandra daniyal pernah baca novel tu.
*my dreams to chase no.5-writing novels*
i wrote to novels while i'm in high school. only my classmates had read both of the novels. they said i should get them published becuz the storylines were good.
tapi, inferiority overtook the confidence i had in myself.
sekarang, novel tu dalam laci bilik aku.
-dah menyimpang dari tajuk asal-
daniyal once mentioned to me, i'm not good with my communication with people.
basically, yeah, i suck at that.
but i began blogging was just for therapy purpose.
here is where i can tell my heart wanna say and what i feel bout whoever,whatever,whenever and whatever.
i'm not good at pouring my hearts esp my anger into someone else's face.
i prefer writing.
with this, i can tell people the way i wanted to, in my own way of words.
if it is my say,
hell i care with how my communications with others are,
as long as i'm staying true to myself,
i dont judge people
plus i'm not rude to people.
so, the reason why i started blogging in the first place is to train myself not to keep any hearfeelings and wait for them to explode.
i'm not a time bomb.
i'm a human.
i cant bear all the problems or joys to myself.
that's why this phrase was created.
"sharing is caring/loving"
aku tak berharap untuk raih ramai pembaca.
cukuplah sekadar aku membaca tulisan sendiri,
dan merenungnya kembali
to make myself become better
and learn from my mistakes.
mungkin kala aku berduka,
kenangan lalu yang mungkin aku lupa
dapat aku intai semula.
have a nice day
;)
using my Yahoo account, i set up an emo blog.
telling all the despairs, sadness, the grey moments and all emo's stuff.
describing somewhat my life's sucks.
terpengaruh dengan budaya emo yang semakin growing at that time.
all my entries are dark.
my bros dont know this blog.
i intend to write my stories. i meant, my days, my feelings and what's happening around me. i've considered once to publish a short novel of mine in my blog.
tapi cancel sebab walaupun SPM, BM 1A, my writings basically was totally amatur.
perhaps syed alexandra daniyal pernah baca novel tu.
*my dreams to chase no.5-writing novels*
i wrote to novels while i'm in high school. only my classmates had read both of the novels. they said i should get them published becuz the storylines were good.
tapi, inferiority overtook the confidence i had in myself.
sekarang, novel tu dalam laci bilik aku.
-dah menyimpang dari tajuk asal-
daniyal once mentioned to me, i'm not good with my communication with people.
basically, yeah, i suck at that.
but i began blogging was just for therapy purpose.
here is where i can tell my heart wanna say and what i feel bout whoever,whatever,whenever and whatever.
i'm not good at pouring my hearts esp my anger into someone else's face.
i prefer writing.
with this, i can tell people the way i wanted to, in my own way of words.
if it is my say,
hell i care with how my communications with others are,
as long as i'm staying true to myself,
i dont judge people
plus i'm not rude to people.
so, the reason why i started blogging in the first place is to train myself not to keep any hearfeelings and wait for them to explode.
i'm not a time bomb.
i'm a human.
i cant bear all the problems or joys to myself.
that's why this phrase was created.
"sharing is caring/loving"
aku tak berharap untuk raih ramai pembaca.
cukuplah sekadar aku membaca tulisan sendiri,
dan merenungnya kembali
to make myself become better
and learn from my mistakes.
mungkin kala aku berduka,
kenangan lalu yang mungkin aku lupa
dapat aku intai semula.
have a nice day
;)
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